This film draws deeply from my personal experiences. For me, what makes this story truly meaningful is that, at first glance, it may seem this love is destroyed by external pressures — by circumstances and social expectations. But gradually it becomes clear that these obstacles are already internalized, living deep inside both characters, shaping their choices and their downfall. In the end, the real obstacles are not external but internal ones.
The film is built on portraying the contradictions of love. Even though Juli and Noá's relationship is mostly built on lies and deception, their feelings and their connection are real. Depicting these paradoxes is the main point — how love can be equally beautiful and painful, and how it is possible for it to be founded on lies and still remain true. Our concept lies in sustaining these fragile contradictions for as long as possible, showing both their power and their fragility.
To achieve this we are further developing the script through improvisation. Dialogue and situations will be shaped around the actresses and by their performances. I believe this is the only way to preserve the authenticity, honesty and originality of the story — with all its contradictions — and to create a complex portrait of love.
Although I've never explored semi-autobiographical storytelling before, I do so here because I believe this is not only a compelling love story but also a reflection on a broader societal phenomenon. Even though the film focuses on the intimate close-up of a relationship between Juli and Noá, it also lets us sense the pulse of Viktor Orbán's society in the background. The two main characters live under very different circumstances, but they are both equally exposed and vulnerable to the system that surrounds them — because it already lives within them, and in the end, this is what defines them both.
To mark the film's tone, the weight of the Eastern European legacy is contrasted with a Hrabalian absurdity, easing the monochrome gloom the political backdrop might otherwise create. These absurd elements take shape in the ever-present chihuahuas — silent witnesses, always there as uncanny companions — and in the props and rituals of the double life the characters are forced to maintain. Together they loosen the severity of the drama and let the story breathe, balancing heaviness with irony.